YAHOO!!

Well i guess this is one of the most frustrating times in my life.Each things i do ,each time i enjoy there is something going behind my mind.Usually i like to keep my options open and this time i was too careless , not to say that the situation is that grim or that i don't have any options left.I just wished to enjoy ,have fun like a free bird and O yes i did in my 7th semester.I did all that entertained my mind,that i always wished and gave my jovial times preference over my studious and responsible attitude.I started gymming regularly ,had my first guitar classes, went wooing after a girl who absolutely charmed me and then had a blast in my sister's marriage.BUT in the process i gave the CAT exams ( I always wished to excel in this exam) for fun n "experience" ,I didn't do any good projects seriously enough and even my thirst for more knowledge was partially undercover.And now i realy find it difficult to balance and weigh one over the other and yeah this placement session made me believe in luck as a big factor for the first time.I always believed it but it was always 90% your hard word and 10% your luck but i guess that this perception got greatly challenged.
Its so frustrating .Why did this thing had to happen in our year.I mean the recession and all.I just pray that my confidence and composition takes me through these troubled times which may even get worse or i pray may improve as soon.I promise myself again that i will always secure myself and never leave myself vulnerable.I m not sure why i wrote this post,but i just wish that i read this again when i am out of this dilemma and i can smile on this....